In three years of walking up and down this path every day I have never noticed this tree before. Maybe it didn’t blossom for the past two years. But it is beautiful and made me happy on my way to the Health Centre for my blood test this morning.
This morning, I had £10 to my name. I spent it on tobacco and a Ribena, costing £9.27. The cashier gave me £5.14 change. I have no idea how she came up with this amount, but I took it and ran. Her mistake made me happy because it means I still have money.
R.L broke my heart again last night. I am devastated. He said that he doesn’t love me anymore, that he totally fell out of love with me when I threatened suicide, that he is currently seeing someone and that I should move on. I am heartbroken. More later.