I’ve had a really horrific week and everything is awful, but I managed to post something on Hijacked Amygdala, hurrah! It’s based on what happened yesterday morning. I’m not at all well or in my right mind but I’m glad I wrote something because all I wanted to do was survive til Friday to do my post on HA. Go have a looksie: http://wp.me/p7fAW1-q3
I’m now not really sure what to do with myself. I have no more “real responsibilities” until Monday, so I could go into hospital now or leave the country or go down to Finsbury Park and sleep in the sunshine or jump off a cliff or go to sleep or watch a movie. All of these things require effort, which I do not currently possess. I don’t even have the strength to kill myself, I couldn’t possibly pull it off in this state that I’m in. But I wrote something on HA which was my big target for this week and I’ve done it and that’s really good, even if the writing is not good, I still did something good.
I’ll post something when I’m better, whatever that means.
Peace and love Xx